It could happen

If I'm clumbsy are you still going to find me sexy?

Thoughts

Stop looking to others to qualify your creations, they are for you not them.

In a moments notice

Some things take forever to learn and the evolution of certainty left me wanting but out of all the attempts to love I've never been more secure as when your smile hits my ears and there's a constant urge in me to protect and possess everything you are, there is the person I was and who I will now become because of each breath I breathe in a world where you exist, my tragedies and transgressions of yesterday took me here where I offer my heart with unsure hands in hope, and therein lies the difference.

part 2

Do you remember any of our conversations?

Things I already know answers to

I wonder if you still stay awake at night with your nightmares
I remember when I was there to chase them away for you
I hope someone is with you, holding you in their arms and keeping you safe like I was always supposed to

Late night thoughts

As fucked up as everything is

How fucked up I've made it

Your added contributions to that

How extremely despairing our situation is and will remain

You are still the girl that gives meaning to my heart, captivates all my senses

You are my proof everyday

And after all this time I still smile every time I think about you

Every time I think about us

So I'd like to know...

I can't tell if it's me trying to get out or if it's something trying to get out of me.