Wednesday, January 25, 2012

as the radio plays
it's (your favorite) song
i heard it all the time
after you called (it mine/us done)

and those days were everything
it's never been the same
since you forgot my name
and left me to my shame

and the end had come
the time for tears to fall
now it's so far gone
from where we both belonged

bring me back to that place
your favorite song still plays
i swear i still see your face
where we both gave into the chase

Monday, January 23, 2012

I wish I knew how to compose music

and I think this was meant to be
always wonderin' who you'd be
don't take my word in it's place
just this smile on my face
and the things you think you thought you'd know
can't compare to where we are
just take my hand we've come this far
don't think it over it's begun
this place where two become one
search so hard for what's to come
changed your mind with eyes closed tight 

Sunday, January 22, 2012

One of these days I'm going to write you something that leaves my impression on you

I wrote your name in the stars
Come here so I can point out where
(So/and) you'll be able to find your way home from wherever you are
Back to my arms
No matter the dark, it's easier to see their twinkle when everything is black
Wait out the storm
Those too shall pass
Catch a glimpse of fate at the calm in the center
Tornadoes and sandstorms can try to disguise the path
Throw everything off course 
But they can't change (what's beyond touch/what they can't touch)
Mountains so tall meant to block the way
Step by step, foot after foot 
Each one climbed is closer to the guide
Earthquake or drought, flood or famine
Whatever comes our way just look up to find I'm never far from your side
   
My struggle isn't in telling the difference between night and day
It's knowing what to do when either arrives

Please tell me you know these are for you

I have every thought in the world racing through my brain tonight
I think the only one that can stop it is you
You are the only one anymore that tames the chaos
The only one that sees the flares I send up when I am lost
I don't need to be taken care of
I just need you to block the rain so I can keep sending smoke signals
So I can find my way home






I'll still be holding your hand in the rain

Saturday, January 21, 2012

I'm not good with stories
But I have one for you
If you can spare the time to listen

Friday, January 20, 2012

Time and fate
I've been obsessed my whole life with what they have in store for me
And I can't decide if that escape is the best thing to know or to scary to consider
There's escape routes along the way
But the lights meant to lead the way have blown out and I handed my life preserver to the girl behind me when she forgot how to swim
I know there's flotation devices to keep me afloat but I misplaced them during the dive
I lay on my back to stay above the water line as the waves try to drag me under
I can count every star in my line of sight
The sun disappeared long ago
I'm so thirsty for meaning but all there seems to be is salt water to dry me out
I taste it on my lips and it reminds me of all I can't have
And I swear I see land up ahead but again I'm scared it's just a mirage only meant for the desert
Wrinkled and bloated and legs keeping me treading out of habit
When I close my eyes I can still see the view from my window at 30,000 feet

Monday, January 2, 2012

I'm still figuring out what to do with you

All those girls, my trust in the last one, making demands for the things they want.. or don't want, you're not the person I expect to make me feel this way, but then you are the first, you are the the one with the most history, but you know all the secrets, all the pain I've been through and why, you've been an eyewitness as I came limping in with the remnants of my heart bleeding between my fingers, you say I'm worth more then they have ever offered but you expect me to settle for second or even third rate, you tell me my feeling are wrong, you're urging me to go back in a direction that doesn't threaten this place you've carved out in me for yourself, you want me to be happy, as long as it's the way you want me to be happy, and you're wrong about the person I spent years getting over, and I think you know where that truth belongs, you have him, but you want me too be what he isn't for you, you like me alone, you like when I'm broken, because you're who I come to when I can't breathe, you give me air, but it's laced with intent, you say I deserve more but all you've ever let me have is words too drunk to be real, when I'm too sober to for it to matter, you question my judgement, I question your motives, the life we belong together isn't this one, we've know that since we figured out what this meant, there's a turning in my gut that hasn't left, just adding layers to my reinforced skin