Where do I put this?

It's colder then normal

The silence is engulfing

Entirely alone

I've been here before

It's been awhile

Everything is shifting around me

Visions flashing

It's blinding and illuminating

Possibility verses regret

I'm not being consumed

There's still so much left to do

So much I don't understand

Feelings that swell my insides
Deflate my brain

My certainty exists in one thing

But maybe that's what happens

Because it is my one thing

So there's a blanket nearby to get wrapped up in

And a push of a button to ease my ears of deafening silence

A coat of fur and wet nose to dispel my mistaken displacement

I've been here before
(But I'm trying harder not to be)