There’s a part of me that wants to hang onto this forever because I’m afraid of what’s beyond. But what you’ve always know is that beyond is all there ever was for this. And I may know it too but I’m stubborn when I’m scared, it’s my illusion of a shield from my fears.

I gave it freely and I never blamed or regretted what there was just that it wasn’t for me to keep, or give. It’s impossible for goodbye because it left so long ago. So I’m finding a hello to take it’s place.

-turtles and trains-