there's so many things i did wrong
and the regrets take over late at night
but something i realized today

for as much as i guard my heart
for as far as i distance myself from people
for how much i hide from my own emotion

every time that ton of bricks has hit me in the head
i have made sure she knows
and that makes the regret not so sharp

i never want to be the person that let the best thing go
because i was too afraid to fail
because i was too afraid of myself
because i was too afraid to let someone love me

I'm not afraid of you 

You and your skittle kisses

Or your mesmerizing laugh

Or the way I have no control of the beat of my heart when you say my name

I love the way you say my name

I love the way I can still taste you on my lips

I love the way you have imprinted who you are onto my weary soul

I love you Maggie

When you read this just remember

Now