This isn't good
Because I'm flirting with you
And you're flirting back
But there's nowhere to go from here
Yet still I do it
I just like how we are together
Learn from our mistakes
I will not let this go that far
Not again
But still yet I like flirting with you

You're one of those girls that has always seemed out of my league and it's not that I expect or even want to be with you but that I know you get as much pleasure out of flirting with me as I do with you. After the wreck of my love life lately that is something I look forward to, it's simple and casual and not layered in motives.

There's a feeling that comes when somebody says out loud what you've only been flirting with in thought up until that point. Something that means more then the simple words suggest, something that putting a voice to makes painfully real too soon. That's the point though, because when it was all in my head I was safe to play with alternate scenarios and genie wishes, but now I know the mirrors reflection and my make believe dalliances/musings slammed into reality/existance. I'm still trying to name the feeling/ what feeling is possibility.