There's a feeling that comes when somebody says out loud what you've only been flirting with in thought up until that point. Something that means more then the simple words suggest, something that putting a voice to makes painfully real too soon. That's the point though, because when it was all in my head I was safe to play with alternate scenarios and genie wishes, but now I know the mirrors reflection and my make believe dalliances/musings slammed into reality/existance. I'm still trying to name the feeling/ what feeling is possibility.