I've never really run after a girl

I've tried to get them to stop

I've always told them how I felt

What they mean to me

And I've been heartbroken

And desperate for them to want me back

But I've never gone after them once they go

I think to myself sometimes that one day there will be a girl

The one I lose my pride for 

The one I lose my mind for

The one I make the biggest fool of myself for

The one I stop writing on a hidden blog and expose myself for

The one that overwhelms all my control
And that day I will run with burning lungs until I catch her

And maybe that girl will stay