Light late night thoughs

Trying to find peace in all the things I let go of too soon, and meaning in everything I held onto for too long, near misses I took for granted, breathes I forgot to take, each tear that blinded the future, the girl that held me responsible for the way things went and the one that didn't remember to look back, how truth and lies can be the same thing at different times, when fighting morphs into laughter and back again, faith is questionable and that love is rarely forever, people never change and change is constant; fucking mix messaged cliches, I can't remember a nap I've regretted, sex doesn't get you pregnant sperm does