Just one thing that stays mine

You don't get it
I want to be wanted back
I need to be wanted back
Fuck
I'd move in a second to be with you
But you don't want that
You don't want anything I have to give
And maybe I love her differntly then I love you
(I loved you, I thought I always would)
But I can't always be waiting for the day that you will finally figure it all out
You always told me not to wait for you
But I was
You knew I was
That's just settling now
And I have to remember the promise to myself
Not to settle
Not to wake up years from now unhappy because I didn't think I deserved more
The timing was always off with us
And almost can't be the only thing I ever have
I ache to belong to somebody and have them belong to me
That someone isn't you
Please don't say the words now
Not when you will never do anything about them