I just need to get away from you for awhile

I spent days trying to convince myself not to call you

It's all a trick

I loved you so much
But not enough to know how to be happy

I'm so afraid that the lazy words of I love you stripped from my tongue
Are not enough to keep the blade from your skin

You're still looking for the words to save you
No matter how fake they rasp off my tongue

Like and Other Four Letter Words

Love. And fuck, both roar and bare. Mind. Body. MINE. Fate. Feel. Deep, as in, side. Jump at your whim. Mate. Date. Pain, the good kind. Bend over knee. Take, home. Live. Pair. Rain with bows and move of the ment. Fast beat, slow burn. Want. Need. Bite. Hard. Hand in Hand. Jail plus bait. Sins. The fall. Long time to come, Keep. Beat that.