Like and Other Four Letter Words

Love. And fuck, both roar and bare. Mind. Body. MINE. Fate. Feel. Deep, as in, side. Jump at your whim. Mate. Date. Pain, the good kind. Bend over knee. Take, home. Live. Pair. Rain with bows and move of the ment. Fast beat, slow burn. Want. Need. Bite. Hard. Hand in Hand. Jail plus bait. Sins. The fall. Long time to come, Keep. Beat that.

I stayed a long time, waiting for you to come back around for me
I gave up the things I once used to describe myself
I forgot what I was hoping for
And you showed up again like not a day had passed since you left me stranded
And I realized you never had plans to return again
I guess there was a pleasure I developed in thinking you were suffering with me
More then I actually cared that you were gone

If only you could see how many times you still show up in my life to this day and I'd beg you to leave if I thought you still listened.

I won't become bitter

And I won't blame because there's no winner here

It's just time to move on

And that's okay

Because this did mean some thing once

You will always be my taste of the rainbow

And I'll always care

Just from a distance now

I don't think I deserve to be the one that cries anymore

It's just routine now

And I don't know how to explain that 

Sometimes I understand intimately all the directions your mind flows

Then there are the times you make no sense that I can compare to

We're not this or that

And fuck you 

But don't ever stop loving me

Please 

I need reassurances you don't know how to give